hongkai! (:

Saturday, July 18, 2009

this blog is dead..

FOR THE TIME BEING (:

i LOVE you :)

10:00 PM

Saturday, May 30, 2009

hols already
SIAN!
i realised im going to be very busy during the hols
i cant believe im already missing school :s
ohkay watched Terminator Salvation ytd
with Daryl, Sc, Cy, Jason and Markus
was not as bad as expected luh :D
after that went Just Acia to eat
had fun with them and joked alot
always do ^^
hahah
ohkay going to play basketball tmr liao! :D
cant wait
heehee
gotta go
bye! :D

ohyea, to ( unknown ) who spammed my tagboard earlier on
i roughly know who you're luh
dont think i remove my tagboard cos i scared of you (:
if you want to think it this way, fine with me
i just lazy reply you luh if i reply, you're going to go on and on
typical spammer -.-
and i dont have so much time to waste on you
not worth it (:
actually im already wasting my precious time writing this part of the post
but just wanna tell you if you got balls
spam people put name luh
scold till so fun then put ( unknown )
LOL
and for goodness sake
got time spam me
might as well spend the time go look into the mirror
and see who's the ugly one (:
look at yourself before saying me luh
if you WERENT my friend i wont bother typing so much
see carefully who are your friends and who are not

JUNE HOLIDAYS!! :DD

i LOVE you :)

1:58 PM

Saturday, May 2, 2009

i finally talked to kaiping again (:

sorry my dearest kaiping
you said all those for my own good
instead i was stubborn and refuse to face reality
i ignored your calls and apologies
im so sorry
im the one who should apologise
thanks for being so understanding (:
hmm gonna start geog revision soon already
so shall switch off my com le
bye! :D

i know i've done wrong and i know i've hurt you and disappoint you
i dont expect you to forgive me now
but i really hope you can gimme one more chance
to prove to you what i said to you
were all true..
you said it's impossible already
but please
just one more chance will do..
i'll do whatever it takes just to gain a slightest possibility for it to be possible..

i LOVE you :)

12:50 PM

Tuesday, April 28, 2009

ohkay no time blog too much
just wanna say

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO JESSICA AND GRACY! :DD
thanks for the party gracy!
oh yeah!
and HALF A CAKE! :p
ohkay just going to upload two photos with the birthday girls :D

GRACY! :DD

JESSICA! :DD

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY! :DD

i LOVE you :)

7:24 PM

Sunday, April 19, 2009

if people ask me what is true love
i'd used to say,
"true love is sweet
when you love someone, you can do all sorts of things you never did for her/him
love is blind
you see the person you love in another perspective
not the person other people see
he/she is just he/she in your eyes and not others
he/she is just..
flawless to you
he/she seem so
perfect..
when he/she calls you on the phone
you just smile at the phone like an idiot
but you hesitate whether to answer his/her call
when you answer
all you do is listen to his/her voice and not talk
when you do
you stammer like never before

when he/she sits beside you
you stop breathing and your heart stop beating
you dont know what to do
you just smile at him/her

when he/she is injured
although it's just a cut
you'll be so panic
and run around like a mad dog looking for a plaster

when he/she is angry with you for not informing him/her on anything
you buy chocolate for him/her
but instead of passing it to her directly
you walked around the basement for 15mins thinking of how do you do it
and when you finally have the courage to walk up to her and pass it to her
you blush like you never did

when you had your first date with him/her
you want to make it the most memorable one for the both of you
and that day might be another normal one for him/her
but it's a special one for you

when you saw something he/she likes
you just hold his/her hand and pull her into the shop without thinking

when you went out with him/her and rememberd both of you didnt have dinner
you rush to the nearest place and bought snacks for him/her
forgetting that he/she is already home

when you're on the bus with him/her
you wish there is a traffic jam so that the time belongs to the both of you

when both of you are together
you dont care if it's drizzling or not
you just know that you're enjoying yourself in her presence.."

but now i'd say
"hmm i dont think i'll believe in it and neither should you
true love ~~equals~~ sweet
you feel true love not just because you're happy when you see that person
true love comes when you quarrel with him/her
you realised how much he/she cares ( or used to care )
but when you do..
it might be too late
he/she doesnt say how much he/she loves you
he/she just keeps her feeling deep inside
he/she doesnt tell anyone else
he/she just do things that doesnt show on the appearance how much he/she cares
but deep inside he/she cares more than you do
i always had the wrong idea..
true love is not when you cry
true love is when you dont cry
because you dont want he/she to be worried for you..
you gotta be strong and face thing you dont want to
when true love comes
you just want he/she to be happy no matter how much it costs
you ask he/she to forget all the things both of you did
you ask he/she to forget what you said
and you ask he/she to forget you..
trust me all these would be the last things you would want to say
cos true love can never be erased
you just do tons of stupid things
and say rubbish just to let him/her forget you and hate you
when you realised that you are indeed not good enough for him/her
true love is when deep inside you know that you still love him/her
even though you say you dont when your friends tease you
you dont know what you do is right or wrong when you're in love
you know you're right when you see him/her smile
you know you're wrong when you see him/her frown
all these small little things seemed like everything to you..
when both of you quarrel
you said that you wont care
and you never will..
but deep inside you know you do cared like nobody else does..
to me..
a love this strong
doesnt fade away
it never will.."

i'll think about what you guys said.. thanks..

i LOVE you :)

1:09 PM

Saturday, April 4, 2009

FRIDAY

ohkay school is boring as usual
had match after school
ivan and johan each scored 1 for our team (:
and our beloved boy, MARVYN came to our rescue after band SYF
and scored a penalty! :DD
but we still lost 4-3 luh..
hais
im very sorry..
to the team and shenghong..
shenghong was pissed off with the opponent and shouted till he almost got into a fight cos they played on even though i was injured
he was sent off cos of misbehaviour..
im sorry my buddy
you did great
i swear you really did
thanks and sorry..
im sorry to the team..
if i could just ignore the pain and play at my best, we could have won
i swear we played great during the second half..
in the end i got a swollen toe and sprained ankle after the match..
hais nvm..
this shall be another experience for the guys (:
JIAYOU EVERYONE! (:
let's win the next match which will be coming in the following week (:

我一时的无能拖累了你们..

i LOVE you :)

1:34 PM

WEDNESDAY

IM FINALLY 16! :DD
LALALA~!
THIS YEAR'S BIRTHDAY IS A REALLY SPECIAL ONE! :DD
AND MISS CHUA WAS REALLY SLY! COS DURING RECESS SHE SEEMED SO ANGRY AND ASKED ME DOWN I THOUGHT I DID SOMETHING WRONG AGAIN
BUT..
GUESS WHAT?!
IT WAS ALL LAOPO'S PLAN LUH!
GRR! :pp
SHE BOUGHT A CAKE FOR ME! ^^
THEN CELEBRATED MY BIRTHDAY IN THE CANTEEN! :DD
AFTER THAT CAME THE GUYS' FAVOURITE PART..
BIRTHDAY BASH!!!
OMG!
I DIDNT KNOW WHY..
BUT MY BIRTHDAY BASH WAS ESPECIALLY LONG CAN!
MY WHOLE BACK ENDED UP SWOLLEN :x
BUT THERE WERE SOLO BASHES AS WELL..
FROM BINU ( DAMN F***ING PAIN! ), SHANNON ( OMG.. ), JINGTING ( OUCH! ) AND JOHN ( DAMNED! )
OHKAY SHALL SKIP THE SMALL DETAILS AND GO STRAIGHT TO PRESENTS! :DD

FROM : JOHN AND DARYL! :D

FROM : MUMMY! :D

FROM : BELOVED YUNXUN! :DD

FROM : YANTIN! :D

FROM : DARYL! :D

FROM : HUIYI! :D

FROM : WAICHENG! :D

FROM : JOELLE! <3

FROM : YASMIN! :DD

FROM : CRYSTAL! :DD

FROM : DEAREST EDWIN! :DD

WINNIE SANG ME A BIRTHDAY SONG!
SOLO EH! :DD
SO SWEET RIGHT?
SHE DIDNT BREAK HER PROMISE EH!
THANKS! :D
BUT SHE SAID SHE'S STILL GOING TO GIMME A BELATED PRESENT! :DD
AND THANKS ALL THOSE WHO WISHED ME A HAPPY BITHDY!
LOVE YOU GUYS LOADS LUH! :DD

i LOVE you :)

12:52 PM